Mario mourns the part of his life he has killed to make way for new birth after nursing school. What this means is that I will give up the 30% of my life I used to spend exercising regularly and kill it off to infrequent exercising. Becoming an RN is my dream in Spring 2004, and this partial death is now accepted by Mario. You see, any spare time has to be devoted to the med-surg book, among others, in order to achieve grace and knowledge. I'm forced to work 24 hours a week for $$$ as a CNA, which is hard to grapple especially during clinicals. Mario is seen spending greater amounds of time on the freeway (traffic).
In memory of Mario's former fitness and mental health statis, he crys and weeps over his time spend bicycle riding and going to the gym destroyed by nursing school. All the additional time from these deaths will go to achieving nursing knowledge. It's hard to let go, but it's only a temporary killing, and rebuilding will be great. After you get your ass kicked, you have to cut your loses :-( I'm sorry
