Hello, its me again calgirl123. Well I may not have to make a decision to leave my nursing home because I just got suspended. I was signing for a med that was not given, I overlooked it somehow and thought it was d/cd, I honestly don't know how I missed something like that. The problem I have is there is numerous med errors just like this happening everyday at this place, whether it is meds that are signed for like they were given, but were never even ordered. Or med that are signed for but were never even ordered or given. These things are found on a daily basis.I can admit my mistake and I am horrified about it, But i am the only one who is being suspended for this same type of error. I have found so many instances just like this and had to fix them.. I don't know if I will be fired or not. I don't really care about this job, I only care about my license. I don't want to lose it. I am trying very hard to be a good nurse and I never thought i would have this hard of a time. Wow:yeah:I just got a call from a nursing home rite by my house that I applied to a while ago. God is amazing :redbeathe Anyway, I am very disappointed about all of this and I cant wait to start fresh, I may just quit before I go back. I just want to be professional about it I donut want to just not show up. Wish me luck and please new nurses pay close attention to your mar and meds. Please pray for me.:redpinkhe