the longest day of my life

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as the title goes, today is the longest day ever!

I recalled taking nclex last December and didnt become lucky with 265 questions. the problem at that time is I am really wasnt prepared. been having a difficult time adjusting with my situation at that time and depressed. despite of begging to postpone the test, i wasnt able to, to avoid marital fights. but it is all done. after that, I started to review again, used Suzanne's plan and have been very optimistic about my next test. But things arent doing as smooth as what i want to, the same situation hit me again, plus being worried about parent's health and a death of my fave uncle... the amount of time i needed to review werent anymore available as the mom of my step son gave all the responsibility of me taking care of him during spring break. the workload became dreadful. hubby tried to help me but the notion that I only stay in the house and can do miracles remained. no one realized that i am already exhausted. the cry of giving me enough time to take the test the second time around is again imposible to achieve. i tried to study 2 hrs a day from 12mn til 2am as it is the only time for me to do it without disturbance. i asked if i can take the test 2nd week of may as i still need to familiarize myself from answering questions and reading rationales. but again, i have no choice but to take it today cuz nobody will bring me to the test centre except hubby. i couldnt take the cab due to financial reason.

As i prepare to sleep early last night, my son asked to lay down beside me. he wasnt feeling well after eating 6 KFC thighs. (i just took him from his mom, looking dirty and his eyes were sunken), he told me that he wasnt eating and drinking well lately. by 10pm, he started vomiting. until this morning before i went to the test centre. we havent got any sleep at all! we just finished washing ALL our bed sheets and blankets and carpet. so i went to the test centre feeling sleepy.

to make the story short, another 265 questions. 6 select all that apply, 3 drug computations, about 20 meds questions, more than a hundred of priority questions(ER and ward based). about 10 Q IN PEdiatrics. 4 q in psyche and about 20 universal precautions.I tell you, ALL the questions were very easy if you study...LOL

i find the SAunders BOOK AND CD REALLY VALUABLE AND KAPLAN'S Q & A & CD'S REALLY the TOP CHOICEs. i find most of the questions similar to those. NCSBN review offers less info that these books altho i suggest that their meds review is realy awesome.(again, my bad, i didnt study much :-( )

i am not expecting anything good about the test. I still believe that SUZZANNE's PLAN is the best plan ever, i just didnt follow it due to timing reason, and i will still be using it on my next test. i dont know the result but i am not waiting for it. I left the test site feeling well and hungry lol...

thanks ms Suzanne for sharing me your plan, i will do better next time, thanks for this site for preparing me emotionally and helping me althroughout, thanks to all my new found friends here, thanks for everyone who shares their experiences and words of wisdom. for everyone BEST OF LUCK TO YAH ALL... dont stop believing... WE WILL SOON DEFEAT THE NCLEX MONSTER. JUST KEEP ON TRYING.....GOD BLESS!!!

Specializes in Neuro Surgery,telemetry.

that really lifted my spirits up yalpog. thanks so much. i am not rushing eventho family members are asking when am i gonna have a job, when am i gonna take the test and when are we moving to a new apartment? i made a mark on my calendar. i already had 3 weeks of "no nclex in my life" days. i started from the time i took the test since i know that i really didnt make it. i enjoyed everyday of it. altho the workload in the house stayed the same, i didnt think of really studying. i moved myself away from it for a while. i think my body is now rested. iw ill start reviewing again. it will take time before i take the next test, but hopefully by the time i take it, i am confident enough to pass it. there are things in our lives that we cannot anymore change. sometimes we need to sacrifice one in exchange of the other. i have sacrificed my freedom for the sake of my husband , my brother in law and my step son. I may have failed nclex but iknow i didnt fail giving them enough love and attention. and at present, their smiles and laughters are my greatest achievent. I changed their lives. Nclex will come next and if i pass it, It will be a bonus!

thanks Yalpog. may God bless you and your family. God is great all the time. my time of passing nclex is just around the corner waiting for its turn. and i am waiting for it too...

best ofluck guys...

hi leilah, im sorry to hear that you didnt make it! well cheer up,and take a break,just relax... everything will be fine! We have lot of chances right! our motto is try and try and try and try! hehehe til we succeed di ba! so dont give up! well, me? stil undecided yet when to take my exam this will be my 2nd attempt too. til now im stil reading saunders im not done yet! im half way atleast lol! Well if you need a friend to talk to,im here:cheers: cheers "mare" hehehe jokes...oks! GOD bless you and your family!;)

Specializes in Neuro Surgery,telemetry.

thanks renri4 (mare :))... i will start reading again next week and try to do the second part of Suzanne's plan which i havent done due to bad timing. anyways, best of luck to all of us...tsika and stuff for us not to feel alone, count me in:) again, thanks and God Bless...

Hi leilah, you are not alone with your struggles. You are lucky to have your family beside you and making a difference in their lives. You have a big heart. remember that there will always be a blessing to all the sacrifices that we make. this may not be your time yet, but dont ever lose hope. take your time and try to unwind first before tackling the exam again. i am studying for my second NCLEX, but i bounced back from my temporary setback...still hoping that one day ill make it...take care.. smile..there are many reasons to be happy. God bless you

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