Is it worth it at this point?

[stargurl2006]

Hi all! I graduated from an NP Program about 4 years ago. There were delays from my school at graduation due to COVID and a cyber attack. I then had personal tragedy which caused me to be unable to afford to test. When I finally could afford to test, I was still recovering mentally & emotionally and went in wholly unready for the test and did not pass. 
 

I'm now at 4 years post graduation and I'm wondering if it's even worth it to get my license. My program was for a very niche specialty, which does not have many job openings/opportunities in my area. Unfortunately, moving is not an option due to custody arrangements with my children (my state is VERY pro-joint custody and I will not leave my children behind). 
 

I have continued to work bedside, as I still love my specialty with all my heart. I just don't know if it's even worth it to get my license when I don't know if I will ever use it.

 

[FullGlass, BSN, MSN, NP]

Only you know if becoming an NP is worth it to you.  While you said you can't move out of state, are there other locations within your state with better job prospects?  Also, I'm curious as to why you chose an NP specialty with few job openings in your area?

[Mergirlc, MSN, APRN, NP]

Are you currently working in your speciality as a nurse?  Could you ask your manager or whomever is in charge if there's a possibility of you staying on as a NP there?

Another alternative is, if you still have an amicable relationship w/ your ex, would you be able to work out another schedule, if you have to get a job a little further from where you live?  For example: many nursing schedules are 4x10 or 3x12 per week (yes, even some NP jobs). Maybe when you start to interview for jobs, ask if this might be possible at some point of time and work out custody that way?  Yes, you might have to get an apartment and stay away 3 or 4 days at a time, but come back to your regular home and then stay w/ your kids once you're done w/ your weekly shifts.

Unfortunately when you start out, there has to be some give and take until you get more experience.  You can only decide if it's worth it at this point of time.

Best of luck to you