I know this is inappropriate my registering as a member to your wonderful site and I apologize. I thank Josepha very much for contacting me and I thank you all so much for your support. I registered because I have no one else to talk to about this and I don't know why it's hit me so hard. I'm the man who was embarrassed by his physician in front of a medical student and my wife. I fear so much that nothing will come of this and my feelings will be dismissed. It's almost 4 a.m. and I have to be up by 7:30 , I've been drinking and agonizing again this evening after everyone's gone to sleep. I don't know why it's hit me so hard, so many other things going on. It's just the straw that broke the camel's back. I really don't know what to say except thank you for all the nice things you've said.
I guess I do have more to say because I'm still typing!... I feel like I'm intruding because I'm not in the medical profession but I've had so many good experiences with nurses and assistance that I feel comfortable talking to you. Is it okay for me to be here?
My mother was forced into a nursing home last year by my brother who holds power of attorney over her health money and is executor of her will. I guess I'm the black sheep of the family... he's moved to Utah, my mother is in a nursing home to the very end. I've tried many times to take her home with us but she is combative and my wife has had enough and it's tearing me apart.
impotence a four year headache confidence failing...Oh woe is me. And that's it, enough of me.
The nurses, administrators and so many other people in the medical profession are so wonderful. So many nice people with hearts of gold like yours. I just want to say thank you so much.
Why has this hit me so hard! When I went back to the doctor (after waiting weeks for a reply) I asked the nurse if she would weigh me because I knew I had lost weight and I'm looking pretty trim! Started smoking again after four years... why has this hit me so hard?
I'm going to a new doctor on Monday, a woman and I have high hopes because I feel terrible. My wife is telling me I should ask if she could put me on antidepressants and also wants me to see a counselor which I will do. This shouldn't bother me so much, I know my feelings aren't right but I'm feeling them anyway. I've told a few friends and I found out I don't have any close enough so I laid the burden on my wife.it must be embarrassing for her to have her man fall down for such a trivial thing.
I read all the messages that you've posted and I thank you very much and I know I'm beginning to not make sense so I should go. I really like your web site and I wish you all the best! Thank you so much.
Larry
P.S.. If I can't stay I made my email available in my profile if anybody would like to e-mail me... I feel like such a weak puppy somebody slap me.