Nursing Students LPN/LVN Students
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I have wanted to be a nurse for as long as I can remember. My original intent was to become a Registered Nurse, but now I'm not so sure. I've heard horror stories of nursing school and I am utterly terrified of flunking out. I mean, if I do, what are my options then? I would have ruined my GPA, so there goes getting into anything else. Maybe I am just being a complete pessimist, but this will be my third year applying! I'm just a little burnt out, I guess. I remember the first time, I was so excited and so sure of myself. Now I look at myself and wonder what happened.
Anyway, I decided to down grade a little and try for LPN since it seams to be easier to get into. I just keep having all of these negative thoughts. How am I going to find time to study, when there is never any quiet in my house? What if I fail at the one thing I have wanted to do for so long? These what-if's are killing me. I don't think I have the motivation I did at one point and I am sick of school. I have made it a goal to get a college education so I won't quit. I guess I may just need to pick a different career path.
Everyone keeps telling me that I'm still young, I have plenty of time. And sure, I do. The only problem is I have all of my pre-nursing classes completed. If I don't get in, I have to take a whole year off school and I'm not so sure I have the motivation to go back if I do.
I guess what I'm looking for is advice. Any at all is appreciated. And I apologize for such a long post, I think I needed to vent a little more than I realized.