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I'll admit that I shouldn't have expected the big bad OR to be the same as my outpatient ASC clinic. I'm just having trouble being new in such an unfamiliar environment. Its hard enough being a total moron everyday! Let alone dealing with difficult personalities!
I've been there for 3 months and I have 4 more months of orientation. Should I quit and try and get another ASC job??? I don't know if I'm cut out for this! Its very industrial in comparison to the cush world from whence I came!!! Maybe this will give me good experience for finding other jobs (ASC and otherwise) if I stick it out.
Did any other OR nurses HATE their job at first and then love it later? Is there any hope for me??
Any advice?
canesdukegirl, BSN, RN
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I am sitting here chuckling at your post. I HATED my job when I first got to the OR. HATED IT. It seemed that nobody was willing to help, there was a great deal of animosity (for lack of a better word) toward any new person, and the educator seemed bound and determined to make the new people feel like total idiots. Mission accomplished! I felt like the biggest imbecile on the face of the planet. It was only after I took a good look at myself, took a factual inventory of the successes I had in the past as a nurse and had a pep-talk with myself that I realized that I WAS NOT THE PROBLEM. The teaching was horrid, the leadership was non-existent, the nurses were spiteful (one of them was actually caught sabatoging another new nurse by hiding a needle during closing counts), and morale was horrid. It was clear to me at that point that I needed to find another facility that offered a designated and approved preceptor program for the OR. I found one, and I am so glad that I stuck with OR nursing. I can't imagine doing anything differently now.
What are you experiencing at this OR that you hate? Do you think it is the facility itself? Do you have support there? Good leadership?