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I've been working dialysis since my consent order became official. God forgive me, but I hate it. I hate every second of it.
On top of hating the actual job, there has been issues with me being bullied/used. One coworker printed and read my consent order out loud, on the treatment floor, in front of patients. No one was going to do anything until I went to HR. I am literally treated like a slave, the new guy who has only been there 3 weeks asks why I am asked to do EVERYTHING while others who was free were able to sit behind the desk chatting, even when I'm swamped. When I'm in the weeds, no one comes to help. They tell me "time management" is important... but today, the same coworker got 2 other techs and the manager helping her, and they couldn't even handle the pod between the 4 of them. I have 17 more months left on probation. I have no idea how I'm going to keep going like this for 17 more months. I've been told several times in dialysis, I'm just a tech (I'm an LPN), but they use my license as the second nurse or let me actually be a nurse when they don't want to deal with an issue.
I've have so many call backs for positions I've applied for, but once they hear my narc restriction, I'm either told no or ghosted. I understand the other company's view, I really really do. But there has got to be something other than just dialysis. I'm getting my narc restriction lifted July 2026.
Any tips/tricks to deal with this? This is starting to wear me down, like really bugging me tonight.
Nursrcy00901 said:I had a coworker print and read my stipulations at the nurses station and then tell everyone at work what I did. She then questioned my manager about passing meds because they assumed I couldn't pass any meds. I reported her to the BON. I loved the unit but I couldn't handle the coworkers who treated me like I was some broken thing that had to do whatever they wanted because it was a second chance. It's funny I felt like I deserved it at first but really, I didn't realize how bad it was until I left and don't have the same anxiety.
Also, nobody had even known I was on probation but the nurses on that shift look up every new nurse that comes into the unit to see if there's anything wrong with them. Like WTH 🥲
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I had a coworker print and read my stipulations at the nurses station and then tell everyone at work what I did. She then questioned my manager about passing meds because they assumed I couldn't pass any meds. I reported her to the BON. I loved the unit but I couldn't handle the coworkers who treated me like I was some broken thing that had to do whatever they wanted because it was a second chance. It's funny I felt like I deserved it at first but really, I didn't realize how bad it was until I left and don't have the same anxiety.