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Its been 4 weeks into nursing school and I'm having panic attacks. Now it's occurring during tests and seriously effecting my grades. I study and study and my mind goes blank, (I get dizzy, lightheaded, nauseous, tight chest. classic symptoms of panic attacks) when I'm testing. This is an accelerated program so the courses are intensely paced, giving me no time recoup academically. I feel absolutely stupid and I don't know how to deal with it. I've never consistently do this poorly before. My research papers are high A's but my test grades are horrid. I realize I'm self fulfilling my fear of failure but I can't seem to halt the process. and I don't want to take anxiolytics for fear of interference with my mental capacity. But at this point, I'm not sure I have any mental capacity left. :smackingf:cry::cry:
But I will not quit.. I'm just afraid of being kicked out before I can have control of my stress.
It's horrible going through a panic attack, so I really feel for you. Visit your Dr. and request xanax the lowest dose. When you feel an attack coming on you can break the tablet in half and put 1/2 under your tongue where it will dissolve right away and gets into your blood stream. You'll start to feel the calming effects within 2 to 4 minutes...if not you can take the other half. Of course not while in clinicals...deep breathing here only. They do this in the ER, the pill has a bitter taste but it only lasts a short time.
Also I would suggest to get yourself a good multi vitamin/mineral and a good B complex vitamin (50 to 100mg) take qd - bid. The B vitamins really help with stress. Fish oil capsules (omega-3) really help with memory, mood as well as joints and cardiovascular health. I agree with sharing what you're going through with your instructors and even the dean of the nursing shcool to make sure she's on board too. Good Luck.
middleageNP
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I will definitely try deep breathing. It is a better choice than being on anxiolytics. Thank you all for your suggestions.