Hi, I 'm a new grad.I've graduated Dec. 08, 2008. Just took NCLEX and waiting for results. My school has a contract with one of the local hospitals, where I had to work for 3 years or pay them back if I don't want to work there. After I've graduated I had gone through interviews and was told that there are no positions open at this time and I have to wait. 3 month later I was contacted by a nurse recruiter, who explained to me that everyone from my class was hired and we will start working by the end of this month. I even have gone through a part of the health screening, and then she called me a week later and said that my contract was released. They have released some of my classmates as well. I don't know why. I started my job search and found out there are no jobs for new grads. Most of the hospitals have started their programs in January, and will not start again till June. Meanwhile, more new grads are coming and I have no idea what to do. I keep trying and applying. I've been told by one of the hospitals that they have 3 positions open and 150 people applied. What do I do? I'm devastated. I have gone through BSN program, and always thought I could make my dream to come true. But I guess, I could throw my degree down the drain and all of my hopes to help people aren't real.