Had a really stressful day today... Picking up the pace when you have to get several patients up, bathed/showered, dressed, toileted, and ready at a certain time and doing that all within 10-20 minutes is really difficult. While being told that you are being too slow but what are you supposed to do when you don't know where any of their personal belongings are, you're told that so and so needs a shower at the last minute so you're rushing around trying to get everything ready for their shower while worrying about the 3rd patient you need to get up and ready so they can have their breakfast.
Felt like I was going to break down and cry today just because I had 3 patients to get up and get ready and I had trouble with picking up speed since these patients were new to me and I had no idea where any of their personal items were or anything.
Then I was told by my instructor that I need to cheer up and stop being negative (I didn't realize I was... I always come into the patients rooms with a smile on my face and try to be as friendly as possible) so that made me feel great... Don't get me wrong I love my teacher to death, just the way she gives constructive criticism isn't the greatest.
I gagged five times today trying to clean out a commode (I had to reach in a urine filled potty chair because my instructor insisted on throwing the disposable wipes into it then told me to fish them out after we were done cleaning up our patient and the stench was VERY overwhelming, luckily I hadn't eaten yet).
The girl I was supposed to be working with today from our class totally abandoned me once we got the 2nd patients shower done and was here there and everywhere except for with me so that was pretty frustrating... especially because I couldn't track her down to ask her about our patients intakes.
Sometimes it feels like I'm in boot camp. Never realized how stressful this kind of work can be. I love the residents, all of the ladies I have been taking care of are so sweet, that's not the problem. The problem for me is not knowing where anything is so I can get the patients up and ready and it's a lot to take in. Plus coming home and dealing with stress here too...
I suppose it does get better with time. Not giving up though, I do like doing this and I am bound and determined to get through this so I can work and get my associates in nursing. Just need to get into my own routine I guess. How do you guys handle it?