i am so disappointed with my eval this am. i have been charge for almost a year now, and i have worked so hard to do my best job as a nurse. i know i am not perfect. i know i am human. i got slammed on my eval so hard because of interpersonal communications. i was never oriented to charge. i was expected to jump in with both feet and as usual they expected me to sink or swim, i have tried so hard to swim. the thing i am so upset about is the fact that the interpersonal examples were known trouble makers. they are total back stabbers. i stood my ground and reprimanded them, as i felt was appropriate. the dns never talked to me about any of my disciplinary actions nor did the immediate supervisor. the employees that had issues with me were allowed to complain about me, but i was never even approached. therefore, i thought i was doing a fair job. then this morning i am hit with examples from months ago. i honestly feel like giving up. i feel like the heat from the back stabbing of fellow nurses is too intense. i never felt this miserable when i was a secretary, or a phlebotomist. i am so wounded . i don't even want to go back tonight. i am supposed to orient a new nurse and i don't have any confidence whatsoever. i feel totallly stripped naked, and vunerable. please give me strength.