I just needed a good vent... it is the end of the term and I feel like I am going insane. Instructors, preceptors fellow students, everybody is inpatient and at the end of their rope. Family members, friends, are tired of hearing " I have to study" I am tired of not having a life.. "I have to study". Why did I want to be a nurse, it seems like a silly idea tonight as I sit here with my eyes spontaneously shutting and my brain a vague marsh of BP, HR and cardiac arrythimias! I cant wait for spring break... I want a day to stop and NOT think!!!! Alas, I must continue studying acid base balance ... test day is tomorrow. Hope everyone is having a great evening.