Or have input.
I'm a 30 y/o mother of two. I have two very young boy's. I'm only working contigent.
I totally love the concept of nursing. I'm an excellent nurse. Very knowledgable and patient. I love caring for people. I love interacting with patients, visitors, Dr.'s and other ancillary staff.
But I dislike the condition of hospital's. Every year there's something else for R.N.'s to do. They have changed our matrix a few times. I have gotten more and more patients. Have to do more and more.
I've always felt I can't give the care I'd like with the staffing. Even when there wasn't a nursing shortage...staffing wasn't that great. Sure it's gotten worse. But in the 8 year's I've been a nurse....it never has been picture perfect.
I always dread going to work. The 2 day's before I don't sleep well. And the night after it's awful. I get mildly sick to my stomach. I've had rashes that the Dr. says is stress related.
I've worked at different facilities.
My dh says get out of nursing. I tell him I want to be a nurse. As I said I love the concept. And I always think I can't leave the nursing field. I want to continue advocating for these patient's. I will never work full-time again. But I want to work 24 hours a week when the kids are in school.
But than I think is nursing what's best for me and my family.
I don't know. Has anyone seen brighter day's....when there was better staffing....you could actually give care to patients. In the back of my mind....I always hope it'll get better.
Can anyone relate? Is there something else I can do nurse related but not floor nursing. (I currently work step-down)