Hi,
I applied to a local hospital in a medical surgical unit. (It's been one year since I graduated). I am waiting on them to call me back. I am very nervous about this, and I am not sure I can do it.
I have been reading many post, and I am worried to death that I won't be able to keep up with the pace. It seems like every new-grad dislikes their med-surg experience very much, and can't wait to leave (it sounds like torture to me). I am very turned off by nursing right now, and I haven't gotten started yet.
I was a slow poke in school during clinicals, and I don't feel like I caught on fast enough, some of it is probably due to my nerves. I am not sure what to do, should I just go do something else and forget med-surg? Btw, these are the only positions left for the new-grad in the hospitals around here, and there are not a lot of options for new-grads in my area anyhow. My fears are if I don't do med-surg, then I will be stuck in one area of nursing, and I won't be able to move on later if I want a change, because I didn't do the basics.
I'm sorry to sound like a whiner and a failure, but the average person doesn't understand my fears like a nurse would.
I look forward to hearing from anyone that can give me some advice, and thank all for being there for of those of trying to go in the right direction.