First patient death, first Code Blue!!!!

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I am a brand new nurse. Just past boards on March 19, 2008. I work on a ORN unit. Last week, I had my first patient die (DNR). 94 years old, Family left 10 minutes before. I was with her (first time I witnessed a death). Last night, I witnessed a Code Blue (not my patient). I just stood out of the way and watched (several experienced nurses were there). I am so afraid that when one of my patient's codes, I may freeze. I hear that your instincts take over. How true is this?

Specializes in Med Surg, Ortho.

I'm a new graduate nurse and in clinical a few weeks ago there was a code in the ER where I was working. The staff that was doing the code knew this poor lady was already gone, but they asked me to take over with compressions. I freaked and froze up!! I didn't know what to do at all! Didn't know how to place my hands on her chest.....I just really forgot everything I knew. I'm glad they let me participate though, so when a another situation arises, I won't freeze like I did on this day. I felt really stupid!

I hope that during orientation at my new job....they will have mock codes to participate in. I need the practice!

i just had my first code last night and i was momentarily torn between how long was he dead and what his code status was - and then boom i was on the loud speaker saying Code Blue 106 and suddenly cna's and nurse's appeared to help - i also immediately started CPR and the last thing i remember about the whole event is giving the paramedic the pt face sheet at the nurse's station - and then it was back to work...

when i looked back on it at home - i am sure i looked like a deer in the headlights cause that is exactly how i felt...

Its natural for people to freeze up their first time.

I have been an RN for almost 5 months, and I had my first code this morning. Luckily the patient made it and was transferred to ICU, we had some awesome help between the charge nurse and other nurses on the floor who responded quickly, and the code team who was up in a flash. It sort of was instinctive although I have never taken ACLS, I knew the basics of CPR and just started compressions right away, then once someone took over for me I just stood back, helped where I could, gave the docs info about the patient, and took turns continuing compressions. 23 minutes later the patient had a pulse and an ET and was off to the ICU. I felt like it was a "good code" to have as my first one, seeing as how it was a "good outcome" and I got to see the code team in action. It really is amazing how everyone works so well together, and to see the pt literally come back to life. But...I hope it doesn't happen again for a very long time...actually not ever. :)

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