Last winter break, I couldn't wait to get back to classes and clinicals. This time, going into my final semester, I am so overwhelmed with anxiety that I just wish I had one more week of break to do what I planned to do over break: review, review, review and math. I look at my college website and dread seeing my courses open and waiting, with all the links upon links upon links to this that or the other that we need to print or review before class begins. The syllabus, the schedules...... UGHHHHH. This semester, on top of three classes, two with clinicals/labs, and preceptorship, we have to prepare for exit testing, graduation, and NCLEX. And find a job. That's a whole other anxiety itself. Yeah, I'll have RN behind my name in a few months. But will I still feel this stupid working as an RN? I can't imagine being an RN right now. I can't imagine that I know enough not to hurt someone. (Cue self doubt and panic attack here:confused:). I work as a CNA PRN, and my certification is good til 2016, so there's always that to fall back on........ I could move to full time, or maybe part time plus PRN.... or maybe look for a babysitting job... or dog walker.....
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Last winter break, I couldn't wait to get back to classes and clinicals. This time, going into my final semester, I am so overwhelmed with anxiety that I just wish I had one more week of break to do what I planned to do over break: review, review, review and math. I look at my college website and dread seeing my courses open and waiting, with all the links upon links upon links to this that or the other that we need to print or review before class begins. The syllabus, the schedules...... UGHHHHH.
This semester, on top of three classes, two with clinicals/labs, and preceptorship, we have to prepare for exit testing, graduation, and NCLEX. And find a job. That's a whole other anxiety itself. Yeah, I'll have RN behind my name in a few months. But will I still feel this stupid working as an RN? I can't imagine being an RN right now. I can't imagine that I know enough not to hurt someone. (Cue self doubt and panic attack here:confused:). I work as a CNA PRN, and my certification is good til 2016, so there's always that to fall back on........ I could move to full time, or maybe part time plus PRN.... or maybe look for a babysitting job... or dog walker.....