Feeling Stupid

Well I tried. I followed up with Davita regarding an Acute dialysis position that I interviewed for and waited for a response and still heard nothing. I was so disgusted with the process that I may have cost myself a spot in a StaRN program since I stopped checking my email right away in the morning and I was sent an email today that they had offered me a position at a hospital in Las Vegas and that the interview/information session was at 11am...great except I didn't get the email until Noon...The one day I don't obsessively check my email starting at 7 am and decide to sleep in before I have to go to my loser part-time job tonight is the time I finally hear about a job I emailed back to let her know I am interested but now I have to play wait and see if she'll contact me...I haven't had a great track record with anyone calling or emailing back so far...I left a voicemail as well and then realized she's probably still meeting with people who did show up for the interview process so she's probably giving my spot away as we speak...I feel REALLY stupid