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[mosaicism105, MSN]

What's up? Last year I posted a thread pertaining to my failed nclex rn exam. My father side family whom I am living with had some what contributed to my test anxiety. They want me/expecting me to pass THE FIRST TIME because everyone in my family passed it the first time. They keep on pressuring me to take the exam as soon as possible. And when I did...I FAILED! I felt so bummed and embarrassed. I was focusing on passing rather than concentrating on what is presented on the nclex rn CAT. And now they have no idea that I am taking it next month because I don't want any stress related stuff while I review. and because of that they keep on asking WHEN? WHERE? AM I REVIEWING? or what not. And if I tell them I still dont know they looked so ****** off and told me that I am just wasting my time and theirs as well. And they even told me that I DONT WANT TO BECOME A NURSE so that I won't pay them back to all the things that they did/gave me! It's a piece of ******* for me. How I wish my mom(who is a thousand miles away) is here with me!!! But still GOD is with me and giving me strength to overcome this obstacle just like then nclex. I feel that my family is more a stress than the nclex rn exam lols.

[mosaicism105, MSN]

i'm just venting out.... I'll be crazy if I just keep it to myself lols

[illbeanrn]

LOL. I somehow know how you feel. My stepdad kept on saying to me that I have to pass NCLEX this Feb 22nd (2nd attempt for nclex, hopefully the last) and it is really a lot of pressure. :)

[caliotter3]

Get out of the house to study as much as possible. Better to avoid arguments because they will always be on your case until the day you find out you have passed. Hopefully, they won't find a new topic to badger you about.