2nd semester, OB rotation. I was watching a C-section (first actual surgery experience) not five minutes into the procedure I start sweating horribly, shaking, feeling like that surgery mask was suffocating me, and feeling like I am going to faint (but I didn't thank goodness) I wasn't sick to my stomach or anything, the sight of blood and bodily fluids has never made me feel that way. The room just felt so sweltering hot. I had to leave the OR and come back in twice; missing most of the good parts. I just couldn't understand myself. I was so embarrassed and disappointed. Anyone had a similar experience? I need a little encouragement here.....
Once again feeling like I am not cut out for this........