Hi guys! I'm new to this site so I'm going to start with my background. I had my baby girl in August of 2014 and decided at that point that I really wanted to go into nursing. The first year of my child's life I completed all of my prerequisites with an A and studied my butt off! It was definitely a challenge with a new baby but I did it and was so motivated and optimistic beginning nursing school. Before school even started I was reading the material, making notecards, outlining chapters, etc. The first two weeks were so difficult because I haven't been able to see my daughter as much as I would like and I've been having to stay up all night to study (it takes forever to put my little girl to bed). It came time for the first exam and I was pretty confident that I would be fine considering how many hours and sleepless nights I had spent studying. The night before the test I was looking over my notes and realized that I didn't actually understand any of it! I had spent all of my time reading, re-reading, and writing EVERYTHING down that I thought might be a test question rather that making sure that I could apply the information. Needless to say I had a mental breakdown and cried my eyes out. I told myself "it'll come to you during the test, you studied too much for it not to." Well test time came and I actually didn't think it was too incredibly hard. My confidence level slowly started to rise. Of course, as soon as I begin to feel better about things I receive my exam grade and see a big 66% posted on my blackboard shell. I cried and cried, contemplated quitting the program, and than looked at my daughter and decided that I couldn't give up. I HAVE to do this. I have already scheduled a time to meet with my professor to review the test, scheduled tutoring sessions with 2 different tutors, and ordered and NCLEX practice book (saunders). I want this SO bad and am willing to do anything and everything to make it happen. My question for fellow nursing students and nurses is what should I be doing to understand this stuff? I feel like it I put anymore time into studying I would literally never have a moment to rest and relax. I know I need to be studying a different way but I just don't know how. If anyone has advice or words of wisdom they would like to share it would be very appreciated!