A little update first. I had an appt in Tampa, but thanks to the recommendations of others I have made an appointment in Gainesville. I've been clean for 2 weeks, and because my use was inconsistent and I was only taking something when I couldn't handle my own back pain I was using infrequently, so I didn't experience withdrawal. So as I prepare for my eval on Tuesday I am faced with the same anxiety's that has been nagging at me all along, inpatient therapy. I feel like I've spent so much time reading and everything I come across says everyone is recommended for inpatient, whether it's needed or not. How can this be? I just don't get it. I'm grasping at straws here, but has anyone heard of anyone in Florida not getting inpatient? And if it takes weeks to get your recommendation then that's just more clean time, so how can they say you need intensive inpatient when you can demonstrate you're capable of functioning as a clean adult?
Uuuugh, I am going to make myself crazy by Tueday 😞
