Hi, Any advice would be greatly appreciated. I was a bedside nurse for 13 years and decided to pursue my masters. Following my bedside position, I moved into a non-bedside position. It was definitely a stressful position and required ALOT of work as I was responsible for one of the core measures. I did ALL performance improvement, education-all provider/nursing, testing for any changes in our computer system etc. I felt like a one man team unfortunately.
I eventually was able to get others to be more engaged and created an unofficial team of people helping to improve things. However, feeling solely responsible with very little official support became very frustrating. It also became increasing frustrating when teams around me were getting additional people to drive change. I worked 50-55 hours a week as a salaried person. However, we saw significant improvement and change this was inspiring and I wanted to continue to show improvement. I decided to pursue a new opportunity into nursing education within the same system.
I am feeling very overwhelmed because my focus for the last 3 years has been education surrounding this one topic. Some of the bedside educators also have given me the "ohh thats nice" and "what exactly will you be doing" response to my leaving my current position. I unfortunately believe that I am looked at as a "suit" and not a nurse because I wore regular professional attire to work and had more managerial responsibility. I am also nervous to take on a role and teach about many things I may not know much about.
I am feeling "resigners resignation" related to this anxiety. How do I tackle this new challenge in a positive way? Did I possibly make a mistake that I should seek to get my old job back?
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Hi, Any advice would be greatly appreciated. I was a bedside nurse for 13 years and decided to pursue my masters. Following my bedside position, I moved into a non-bedside position. It was definitely a stressful position and required ALOT of work as I was responsible for one of the core measures. I did ALL performance improvement, education-all provider/nursing, testing for any changes in our computer system etc. I felt like a one man team unfortunately.
I eventually was able to get others to be more engaged and created an unofficial team of people helping to improve things. However, feeling solely responsible with very little official support became very frustrating. It also became increasing frustrating when teams around me were getting additional people to drive change. I worked 50-55 hours a week as a salaried person. However, we saw significant improvement and change this was inspiring and I wanted to continue to show improvement. I decided to pursue a new opportunity into nursing education within the same system.
I am feeling very overwhelmed because my focus for the last 3 years has been education surrounding this one topic. Some of the bedside educators also have given me the "ohh thats nice" and "what exactly will you be doing" response to my leaving my current position. I unfortunately believe that I am looked at as a "suit" and not a nurse because I wore regular professional attire to work and had more managerial responsibility. I am also nervous to take on a role and teach about many things I may not know much about.
I am feeling "resigners resignation" related to this anxiety. How do I tackle this new challenge in a positive way? Did I possibly make a mistake that I should seek to get my old job back?
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