I feel continuous stress throughout my work day, I feel rushed and my thinking is also rushed. I feel like I have to do everything quickly which doesn't give me time to think. I do things and don't know why I am doing them. I don't see the whole picture. I make mistakes bc of my hurried demeanor. Everyday there is a new task that is added on to the day. My change of shift report is terrible and I feel embarrassed. I get stressed that I have to give report on a patient when I don't really get the whole story. I forget things. I think people talk about how inexperienced I am and laugh. On my off days, I still think about work and feel stress. I don't know what I got myself into. I am a mess.