Day 2 gone and trying to maintain calmness!

[NurseGreenEyes RN]

ok! so i took the boards on tuesday in california!

if some may not know, i stopped at 75 questions. they were the hardest 75 questions i have ever done. some were ok and then they were hard. a lot of sata, a lot of critical thinking, a lot of who you are going to see 1st. a lot of nurse floating to peds, l/d, mental health. had 4 math questions. 1 question to put in order. and meds...!oh mama mia....a lot of meds! had a few i didn't hear or read about in my kaplan book!

yes! it was tuff!

so now that day 2 for me is almost over, im hoping and crossing my fingers and praying to my heavenly father to see my name on the brn website tommorrow. i know it takes about 3 to 5 days (from what my classmates told me).....but doesn't hurt to check, since the website is update only once.

i was feeling ok after the test and yesterday. i was just glad i got it over with! kept busy all day and not thinking about it!

but for some wierd, :uhoh3:crazy, wacky reason......it's hitting me!

im usually calm (sometimes) but i have kept myself from letting my feelings get in the way. i'm a very, very emotional person.

i've been having that faith in me keep going, but sometimes you start to loose it!

but im going to try again and before i go to bed pray and tell god to please not let me loose that faith.

i have to patient and have faith.........must be patient and have faith........patient and faith!!!

ok, i think im feeling a little better now after letting my worries out!

ok! off to bed!

remember all my allnurses.com buddies: say a prayer tonight!!!!

[color=deepskyblue]dont loose that faith in you! always keep that confidence and stay positive!

if you keep that faith in yourself and you [color=deepskyblue]believe in yourself.........you will do it! it is possible!!!

god bless!

and check with you tommorrow!

nite,

:heartbeat nursegreeneyes :heartbeat

[nursemich]

hi there nursegreeneyes.

you did the right thing of expressing and ventilating what you really feel. im proud of you coz you really can control your feelings and not allow yourself trap to be miserable while waiting for you result. just hang in there. i'l be praying for you.:loveya:

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