CRNA or MDA?
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Hello everyone!
I'm in the dilemma of choosing between crna or mda(or even pharmd before..lol).. Im an rn currently working in cvicu. The path I took was leading to the crna route. I have bsn and 2 yrs cvicu experience.. And now that I'm here, I'm thinking should I go crna, which later on I might question myself why I just didn't pursue med school when I had the chance, (i know there are some crnas who later on pursued med school) or should I go to med school and later find out that prestige and money isn't really the most important thing in the world..
I believe one of the most bitter thing in life is not being happy of who you become, because of you shoul've/could've and you didn't.. I can imaginge being a crna and being the best in my field, and despite that feel inaqeduate because I dont have the MD after my name..
But despite all of that I still consider becoming a crna.. Is it because it entails less sacrifice? probably yes. Doesn't mean that I look down on crna schooling, it is very intense and it's full time schooling, you have to drop everything you're doing and focus only on school during that 24-32 months..
but it is way less compared to the sacrifice of being an md.. And that is why I haven't made my desicion yet..
Question is how do I want to spend my life? We only live once and I'm not sure I want to dedicate a very significant portion (if not most) of it in my career.. I was talking to my patient (a pediatrician, former er doc, who has an or rn sister also in the room), he was my patient for 4 days and we've had enough rapport to talk about my dilemma.. He told me that when choosing your path, consider the 3 biggest things; time, money, and power..
When you become an md, you have money and power, but you dont have time (some may mention that you can be an er doc, radiologist,etc and not be on call, but we're talking about time you spent in school, plus trainings, keeping up with the current med issues, the business side of med.etc).. henceforth quality of life is questionable...
When you become a crna, you have money, power (not as much as md, but you're also high in the hierarchy of healthcare professions.. its actually just the md who's above you, i hope this doesnt spart a debate but really they deserve it) and time (not as much as regular 8-5 weekday jobs, but definitely better than mds)...
So bottomline is I'm not sure if I want to stop my life for say 8yrs to have the power, prestige and knowledge of an md.. and miss out on my younger years.. Who knows how long we're going to live..lol., and who knows, I might be one of those few cranky older mds who are really good mds but might be missing out on the more important sides of life..
Or be one of those crnas who's not satisfied with their role yet get stuck with it because "it's too late now, or could have done it before".. but if you accept your scope of practice, I think its a lot better than wiping butt and bedside nursing plus you're making serious money.. Of course it's not the most important thing but its a tool to give us a comfortable life.. its also more intellectually stimulating than being an overworked and under-appreciated rn..
Oh I also remember, my friend's dad is an internal med md, we often had like father-son talk before and he was encouraging me to pursue medicine.. I was inpired by his dedication and sense of fulfillment.. but at the same time, his wife was telling me not to do it, because he never had time for her..ouch.. And now that he's retired, he went back to practicing part time because he got already so used to working.. My friend anyway also is never close to her dad.. Of course this doesn't apply to everyone, I know there's a way to budget time..
So fellow crna hopefuls, crnas, and srnas.. pls share your opinions about this.. I know I might get different reactions based on some of my opinions but pls lets make it peaceful and educational..
Thanks everyone for reading...