Completion time!

Nurses Recovery

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I have been with TNPAP for 6 months and that's what my contract time is for. I have had ample amount of anxiety the whole time, mainly about fLse positives or incidental exposure, blah blah, ya know the typical anxiety that flows with this. I wasn't pulled into this crap BC of addiction but I lived around addiction so I see the hurt and pain and I can't imagine having this for 3-5 years. This is the most money hungry scam. I have taken 12 drug test in the past 6 months. ***** I don't have an diagnosis of ANYTHING drug related. I went thru some stuff and my nosey old boss wanted me to get therapy (which I was already in)...Anyways!!! My caseworker, who never responds to anything or has good communication, said I should get my completion letter by next Friday...I've read a couple post about this but when I'm done, I want to immediately pour a glass of wine. I just don't feel like it's real! Like, am I really not going to have to check in? I'm going to have some PTSD about eating salads or bagels or having to turn away from going out with friends. I have been treated like a criminal and I just want reassurance that once I get my letter, I can really eat a lemon poppy muffin, soy sauce, wear massive perfume, hairspray, hand sanitizer, and mainly...have a glass of wine with my husband.

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