I am in 2nd semester of NS and still having some problems in clinicals. it is hard to explain...i get so anxious on my drive over & i even have some trouble sleeping the night before. once i step on the floor, i am scared....i feel intimidated by the other nurses (some aren't very friendly or i just feel like i know SO little in comparison to them that i don't want to embarass myself with stupid questions), i feel intimidated by the patient because i don't want to hurt them or don't want to "bother" them with my long list of questions or the fact that I need to have assistance when turning them or getting them moved up in bed every task i do feels like it takes forever. today i went to give my first SQ injection and didn't dart the needle hard enough and it didn't break the skin so I had to waste the syringe and have the nurse order a new one. then to top it off my patients have SO many 0900 meds that i spend so much time looking up and giving them that i feel rushed the rest of the day. we have these 17 page health hx packets to fill out for 2 patients and it is a lot of questions and most of my patients don't want to answer me. i ask to give baths and they don't want them..so i feel almost usless on this CCH floor. i want a good learning experience but i seriously feel so out of place. i dont feel confident, although I want to be. i am waiting for the time when things just start to feel easier, like I am finally starting to get it down but I don't see that time coming anytime soon. seems the more i worry and try the worse i do that day. i never get complaints from my instructor but i can just tell i am struggling. i am not near where i wanted to be in my 2nd semester. I want to get a job next semester as a PCT just to gain experience and feel more confident around nurses, doctors, charts, patient interaction, etc but I feel like I will continue to have these anxiety issues then as well. Does anyone have this problem? Any advice? I don't want to sound like I am having a pity party it is just so hard. I am usualy a very social and interactive person outside of clinicals and once i step on the floor, like I said I shut down and am intimidated. i love nursing and want to be a L&D or NICU nurse but I feel like I may never get there because of fear.
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I am in 2nd semester of NS and still having some problems in clinicals. it is hard to explain...i get so anxious on my drive over & i even have some trouble sleeping the night before. once i step on the floor, i am scared....i feel intimidated by the other nurses (some aren't very friendly or i just feel like i know SO little in comparison to them that i don't want to embarass myself with stupid questions), i feel intimidated by the patient because i don't want to hurt them or don't want to "bother" them with my long list of questions or the fact that I need to have assistance when turning them or getting them moved up in bed every task i do feels like it takes forever. today i went to give my first SQ injection and didn't dart the needle hard enough and it didn't break the skin so I had to waste the syringe and have the nurse order a new one. then to top it off my patients have SO many 0900 meds that i spend so much time looking up and giving them that i feel rushed the rest of the day. we have these 17 page health hx packets to fill out for 2 patients and it is a lot of questions and most of my patients don't want to answer me. i ask to give baths and they don't want them..so i feel almost usless on this CCH floor. i want a good learning experience but i seriously feel so out of place. i dont feel confident, although I want to be. i am waiting for the time when things just start to feel easier, like I am finally starting to get it down but I don't see that time coming anytime soon. seems the more i worry and try the worse i do that day. i never get complaints from my instructor but i can just tell i am struggling. i am not near where i wanted to be in my 2nd semester. I want to get a job next semester as a PCT just to gain experience and feel more confident around nurses, doctors, charts, patient interaction, etc but I feel like I will continue to have these anxiety issues then as well. Does anyone have this problem? Any advice? I don't want to sound like I am having a pity party it is just so hard. I am usualy a very social and interactive person outside of clinicals and once i step on the floor, like I said I shut down and am intimidated. i love nursing and want to be a L&D or NICU nurse but I feel like I may never get there because of fear.