As most nurse practitioner students know, it is very difficult finding preceptors. I secured this preceptor in September/October last year. Paperwork was sent back and forth and approved by all parties involved (school faculty, office manager, and preceptor). Last weekish-when I called to get my hours set for my rotation, I was told the days to come and that was that. However, I caught pneumonia and had to call out. I notified my preceptor that I was unable to come only to be somewhat shocked that she had no idea who I was. She stated that she had no paperwork from me. I told her my full name (as I go by my middle name) yet she was very adamant that there was no paperwork from me or my school and she always saved the paperwork.
Fast forward to this week, on the clinical day she told me to come.
This is where my 'clinical experience' begins...
I am going to list my concerns I had that day.
1) I brought my copy of the paperwork which at first, even after meeting her, she still said she never received. However, after flipping through the paperwork, she suddenly remembered completing it.
2) While in her office going over said paperwork, I was quizzed on why I traveled so far to this particular clinical site. Why her office? Why couldn't I do rotations closer to home? How long had I been practicing? What type of nurse was I? On explaining how my school had cancelled the contract with my hospital (which owns the area I live in plus several surrounding areas), that only brought more questions. Why wasn't I willing to pay honorariums? And it seemed she did not approve of my answer of the school not wanting us to pay honorariums (even though I am more than willing).
3) There was another student there. And apparently there was supposed to be a third. All with the same preceptor. Upon discovering that she was going to have three students, she turned to me and the other student and stated that one of us was going to have to leave (even though the other student had yet to show up). Me and the other student decided to see if the other student would show up, which they never did.
4) I was out for a week due to illness, so I am already playing catch up when I came to clinical. My school wants us to do at least 16 hours a week. And I explained this to my preceptor; however she just directed me to her calendar which was already full of student's names...til mid March. And explained that she only takes two students a day. And when I expressed concern over how I would be able to get hours, it was my problem and she was not willing to work with me.
5) The name badge issue. I lost my school name badge over break-this is my fault as I must have misplaced it after my summer simulation course. I ordered another one as soon as I realized it was missing. However, I did bring my work ID badge as it has my picture and name on it as a form of identification. But my preceptor refused me to wear it.
6) Calling me the wrong name. As I stated previously, I go by my middle name. My preceptor continuously introduced me to patients by the same wrong name every time we went into a room. The other student there and other office staff members called me by my middle name. Looking back on this, I am inclined to believe she was doing this out of spite of me not having a name badge.
7) 'Refusing' to look at patient. This one was actually brought to my attention by my school advisor. Supposedly, I refused to look at a patient's throat when this is not the case. I clearly stated I wished to observe her perform one more examination. And yes, I know this is a case of he said she said. But I was keeping notes on all the patients I saw with my preceptor, and the first two I observed her doing an assessment. I consider the first one as the 'breaking the ice' /'first day nerves' patient. The second one, even though there were things I actually tried to observe or do, she told me the details were too minute for me to see/feel. All other patients I did skills on.
Again, sorry for the long post. As you can see, I am somewhat upset. Mostly due to this preceptor contacting my school advisor. Who then contacted me. I was 1) Going by a different name, 2) Did not have a name badge, and 3)Refused to look at a patient. I understand the legal implications of the name badge, school issued or my own work issued. However, my nurse license has my full name on it and again, I did not refuse to look a patient.
Due to the issue of already being behind one week in clinical hours and having to wait until my school name badge comes in, I was forced to withdraw from my clinical course for the sake of saving my grade and standing in my school. I will be taking this course again in the fall but not with this preceptor as I believe she did not want to precept me from the beginning. Whether it was she took on too many students or I just happened to be the weakest link at the right time, I do not know.
Has anyone else ever experienced anything similar? Or even just 'normal' clinical experiences-what should I expect going forward?
As most nurse practitioner students know, it is very difficult finding preceptors. I secured this preceptor in September/October last year. Paperwork was sent back and forth and approved by all parties involved (school faculty, office manager, and preceptor). Last weekish-when I called to get my hours set for my rotation, I was told the days to come and that was that. However, I caught pneumonia and had to call out. I notified my preceptor that I was unable to come only to be somewhat shocked that she had no idea who I was. She stated that she had no paperwork from me. I told her my full name (as I go by my middle name) yet she was very adamant that there was no paperwork from me or my school and she always saved the paperwork.
Fast forward to this week, on the clinical day she told me to come.
This is where my 'clinical experience' begins...
I am going to list my concerns I had that day.
1) I brought my copy of the paperwork which at first, even after meeting her, she still said she never received. However, after flipping through the paperwork, she suddenly remembered completing it.
2) While in her office going over said paperwork, I was quizzed on why I traveled so far to this particular clinical site. Why her office? Why couldn't I do rotations closer to home? How long had I been practicing? What type of nurse was I? On explaining how my school had cancelled the contract with my hospital (which owns the area I live in plus several surrounding areas), that only brought more questions. Why wasn't I willing to pay honorariums? And it seemed she did not approve of my answer of the school not wanting us to pay honorariums (even though I am more than willing).
3) There was another student there. And apparently there was supposed to be a third. All with the same preceptor. Upon discovering that she was going to have three students, she turned to me and the other student and stated that one of us was going to have to leave (even though the other student had yet to show up). Me and the other student decided to see if the other student would show up, which they never did.
4) I was out for a week due to illness, so I am already playing catch up when I came to clinical. My school wants us to do at least 16 hours a week. And I explained this to my preceptor; however she just directed me to her calendar which was already full of student's names...til mid March. And explained that she only takes two students a day. And when I expressed concern over how I would be able to get hours, it was my problem and she was not willing to work with me.
5) The name badge issue. I lost my school name badge over break-this is my fault as I must have misplaced it after my summer simulation course. I ordered another one as soon as I realized it was missing. However, I did bring my work ID badge as it has my picture and name on it as a form of identification. But my preceptor refused me to wear it.
6) Calling me the wrong name. As I stated previously, I go by my middle name. My preceptor continuously introduced me to patients by the same wrong name every time we went into a room. The other student there and other office staff members called me by my middle name. Looking back on this, I am inclined to believe she was doing this out of spite of me not having a name badge.
7) 'Refusing' to look at patient. This one was actually brought to my attention by my school advisor. Supposedly, I refused to look at a patient's throat when this is not the case. I clearly stated I wished to observe her perform one more examination. And yes, I know this is a case of he said she said. But I was keeping notes on all the patients I saw with my preceptor, and the first two I observed her doing an assessment. I consider the first one as the 'breaking the ice' /'first day nerves' patient. The second one, even though there were things I actually tried to observe or do, she told me the details were too minute for me to see/feel. All other patients I did skills on.
Again, sorry for the long post. As you can see, I am somewhat upset. Mostly due to this preceptor contacting my school advisor. Who then contacted me. I was 1) Going by a different name, 2) Did not have a name badge, and 3)Refused to look at a patient. I understand the legal implications of the name badge, school issued or my own work issued. However, my nurse license has my full name on it and again, I did not refuse to look a patient.
Due to the issue of already being behind one week in clinical hours and having to wait until my school name badge comes in, I was forced to withdraw from my clinical course for the sake of saving my grade and standing in my school. I will be taking this course again in the fall but not with this preceptor as I believe she did not want to precept me from the beginning. Whether it was she took on too many students or I just happened to be the weakest link at the right time, I do not know.
Has anyone else ever experienced anything similar? Or even just 'normal' clinical experiences-what should I expect going forward?