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Hi, I'm new to posting anything online. Hopefully, I'm doing this correctly, so someone will see and respond with helpful suggestions. So here goes...
I'm currently enrolled as a nursing student (starting August 24th). My concern is and always has been, how would I tell my future employer that I can't work 3rd shift due to my bipolar without telling them that I'm bipolar? Reason for this question is that you hear about the rookie nurse coming in, so she/he gets the crappy hours or whatever. It has taken awhile to get the right cocktail mix and I don't want to change that at All!! I don't want anyone to know that I have bipolar-schizoaffective, depression and generalized anxiety disorder. I'm ashamed to have a mental illness...it has given me nothing but grief (even though it is well-managed). This is a curse. I don't want to disclose too much of my issues just yet to you all, because I'm not sure of what type of responses I 'll receive and that I'm already putting myself out there like that. I don't know what to do...I'm already starting to cry from just typing this bit of info. So, see what I mean? I take Seroquel every night, Lamictal and Wellbutrin XL every morning. I have to take Seroquel at night...I can't take it any other time...tried other times and I felt like a zombie. This cocktail has worked for me so far (knock on wood). Any suggestions, would be very, very helpful. Thank You.
RN1263
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I disagree as well..... I have Bipolar II and I was not able to work night shift, I tried nights for a week and it was disastrous.... I had to quit that job just to get out of working nights since they refused to change my shift.
Now I have a similar problem....I am a home health nurse I manage to be able to be "on-call" for one week, every 5 weeks, by not taking all of my klonopin dose while on-call. But, today was informed that one of our patients will be getting visits at 6a, 12p, 6p and 12a-midnight daily on a regular basis until further notice.
I'm very worried about the 12p-midnight and 6a visits that I will have to rotate with the other nurses. I feel I might deteriorate mentally over time d/t lack of sleep and meds at different times then usual. I don't know yet what I will do?