Published Jul 28, 2010
craig1978
5 Posts
hello allnurses,
on thursday 7/22 - i bit the bullet and just went for the nclex-rn in california.
about 4 hours after my test- i tried the pvt and got the " good" pop up.
i have checked the bon site every day and also the pvt just to be sure.
today-- my name appeared on the bon site as active.
now- i was not an a student in school. however i excelled in clinical.
i could not cite paragraphs from our med-surg book- but i could apply what i had learned.
that monday i started to study for the first time since graduating in may. i scheduled my test for aug 7th.
i had my "solid" study plan together and i was ready to get started.
my husband and children were trying to encourage me- they told me almost hourly how much they believed in me and knew i could do it.
after monday and tuesday- i became more discouraged. i felt as if i had forgotten everything i had learned in the past 2 years in only two months.
i was only getting 50% of the questions i practiced correct.
so--- i closed my book tuesday night- packed everything away- and secretly scheduled my test for 7/22. i figured i would just take it to see what happens and re-take by christmas after a review course.
i told no one- not my children, husband, friends-no one.
i realized that the encouragement- turned to me overstressing. i lost all confidence in myself because i did not want to let anyone down.
i said a prayer that night and that morning before i got out of the car- i prayed that i would have the knowledge to fulfill my dream.
and it worked!!!!!!!
my own fear hindered me. so everyone please relax and remember – we all made it through school- that alone is something to be proud of. the nclex is just another test that you will pass.
this forum has been a lifesaver from nursing school, nclex, pvt - anything and everything about nursing- i have found here. thank you to everyone!
caliotter3
38,333 Posts
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