I started a job in an icu a week after I passed my boards. I'm now regretting my decision. I understand that the first year is supposed to be the hardest, but this is almost unbearable. My floor is in the midst of massive turnover and I walked in right in the middle of it. My orientation was cut short. Overall I wonder if I made the right decision. Some days I'm scared for my license and for my patients safety. After talking with my old peers, I realize that we are all struggling but it seems like I'm taking the hardest hit. I'm just very discouraged that I'm stepping into a profession that's full of frustration, safety concerns, and headaches. Add to that we are also responsible if being aware when our residents make mistakes with orders. There are things that I just don't know. Sometimes the job is very fulfilling. Most of the time, it's not.
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I started a job in an icu a week after I passed my boards. I'm now regretting my decision. I understand that the first year is supposed to be the hardest, but this is almost unbearable. My floor is in the midst of massive turnover and I walked in right in the middle of it. My orientation was cut short. Overall I wonder if I made the right decision. Some days I'm scared for my license and for my patients safety. After talking with my old peers, I realize that we are all struggling but it seems like I'm taking the hardest hit. I'm just very discouraged that I'm stepping into a profession that's full of frustration, safety concerns, and headaches. Add to that we are also responsible if being aware when our residents make mistakes with orders. There are things that I just don't know. Sometimes the job is very fulfilling. Most of the time, it's not.