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Ok....On Jan 29, 2008, I failed my NCLEX-RN with 265 questions. I was soooo disappointed. I cried and cried, felt like a failure and was angry. I couldn't understand why I failed. I did well in school...I loved learning and would sometimes spend my freetime reading nursing books. Crazy I know. But still I failed. I personally believe in faith in God and my lord Jesus Christ but I didn't have faith in what I knew to be true. I was always doubting
whether God truly cared for me or whether he truly wanted the best for me. I always struggled with the person of God, I thought of him as mean and a worship hogger. I know this is really bad...but I was at a time in my life where I just didn't believe. "Eventhough I had seem God work amazing miracles. Well I say all of this just to fast foward to Monday March 31st. I had been studying with my test scores barley improving. Finally, I began to pray. Not only about the test but about my life. There are things in my heart that I needed to take to God. Well on the day of the test, I prayed in the bathroom at the center. I told Jesus that I am a woman of little faith...I doubt you and your love for me...I am sorry...but I really need for you to work on my behalf...Lord can the test shut off at 75 questions and I pass???? That was it. I sat down and took the test and to my surprise it shut off at 75 questions...and I passed!!!!!! I know this is a long post and many of you guys may not have the same view as me. However, I challenge you to trust God!! And know that All things work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose!~Also, proverbs 16:1-9 A man's heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps! You can do ALL things through Christ Jesus, who strengthens you!! Also, believe in yourself that you can do it!!!! You can....and don't compare yourself with others...you are unique....
Thank you Jesus!!!
By the way...first time I took Kaplan online complete, however I didn't finish the qbank...failed with 265
second time I passed with Kaplan answering all questions in qbank and using Saunder's comprehensive review!!