I keep hearing you have to know you want to be a nurse, and usually I find I want nothing else more. Every once in awhile I just want to take a vacation, forget about life, forget about my goals forget about my ambitions.
I want to just veg for a day, because it is so rare I am allowed to. That is if I want to make anywhere near the marks required for nursing school.
I doubt at my age 27 if I have the time, the finnances, the health, the stamina, and the mental acuity to be a nurse.
Then I just think if I don't give it everything I will have I will regret it. I could still go for another science degree such as engineering, another difficult degree, but I don't want to.
Some times I just want to take a mental health day, and I wonder why I ignored my counselors advice not to take three sciences in one semester.
That is right my precious timeline. I feel so old to be without a college education, I want it as fast as possible. I want a home, a degree, solid employment I can feel good about, I want a family someday, and I want to send kids to college some how someway some day.
Yet I have doubts, about my capabilities, my past, my issues, my life, and I find sometimes it gets to me.
I try to carefully balance confidence with humility, but I find self doubts creeps in whenever I get less than an A on an exam. I have yet to get a C, and I have no fears that I will, but I have a slew of Bs, and I find they fill me with doubt about weather, or not I made the right decision.
I gambled my savings taking prereqs, a CNA course, I am debt free now with my medical bills paid down, and I will have comepleted all prereqs with no debt. So if I am accepted to a nursing school I will be in a good situation if I can pass.
But what If I don't get in I blew through 10k in a year paying out of pocket for my prereqs, and the moneys gone what kind of degree could I get if I am denied entry to nursing schools? I don't know just needed to vent.
Its what I want, and I think I have a shot. Still I get down on myself everytime I fall short of near perfection. Does any one else experience this.
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I keep hearing you have to know you want to be a nurse, and usually I find I want nothing else more. Every once in awhile I just want to take a vacation, forget about life, forget about my goals forget about my ambitions.
I want to just veg for a day, because it is so rare I am allowed to. That is if I want to make anywhere near the marks required for nursing school.
I doubt at my age 27 if I have the time, the finnances, the health, the stamina, and the mental acuity to be a nurse.
Then I just think if I don't give it everything I will have I will regret it. I could still go for another science degree such as engineering, another difficult degree, but I don't want to.
Some times I just want to take a mental health day, and I wonder why I ignored my counselors advice not to take three sciences in one semester.
That is right my precious timeline. I feel so old to be without a college education, I want it as fast as possible. I want a home, a degree, solid employment I can feel good about, I want a family someday, and I want to send kids to college some how someway some day.
Yet I have doubts, about my capabilities, my past, my issues, my life, and I find sometimes it gets to me.
I try to carefully balance confidence with humility, but I find self doubts creeps in whenever I get less than an A on an exam. I have yet to get a C, and I have no fears that I will, but I have a slew of Bs, and I find they fill me with doubt about weather, or not I made the right decision.
I gambled my savings taking prereqs, a CNA course, I am debt free now with my medical bills paid down, and I will have comepleted all prereqs with no debt. So if I am accepted to a nursing school I will be in a good situation if I can pass.
But what If I don't get in I blew through 10k in a year paying out of pocket for my prereqs, and the moneys gone what kind of degree could I get if I am denied entry to nursing schools? I don't know just needed to vent.
Its what I want, and I think I have a shot. Still I get down on myself everytime I fall short of near perfection. Does any one else experience this.