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hey all,
i feel like something is wrong with me. i feel like i am at the end of my rope. i have been a nurse for 5+ years. and emt for 6+ years and i have worked in acute care my whole life. everything from rural med/surg/er to par and burn icu to travel. i feel like i am so sick of nursing. i am constantly bombarded at work by crazy employer demands, haphazard training, and poor morale among co-workers. my schedule is so freakin screwy the only thing i know for sure is i work every 3rd w/e which doesn't bother me at all. i just can stand these string of 5-7 12 hour night shifts in a row! yes i get a strong off after that but i feel my body is constantly striving for decent sleep. right now i am rural nursing in a mix of er/med/surg. i just don't know where to turn or how to feel anymore. am i burned out. i feel bad because i have worked many jobs and have not really kept them for very long i.e. 9-12 months and i am out the door looking for something else. i feel like i have tried everything and am out of options?
everyone always tells me how 'lucky' i am to have the job i have right now. i currently make 25-27$/hr, though i would gladly take a pay cut to 20-22$/hr for a career i liked, and had a decent schedule.
i guess i am just looking for feedback or if other people felt like this what they went into or type of nursing. i do know ltc is not my bag. i am a 3 year rn with an adn, i was an lpn first. im almost 26 y.o and male, married and my wife is in rad tech school (formerly a surgical tech) just a little backround. my options are limited as i am rural based... however, i am open to new things even if some travel is needed. any comments are appreciated.
and fyi- yes i treat my pts well. i know what it is like to be a pt. so please refrain from "well you shouldnt be in it if you cant think of the pt first" comments.
soulofme
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Im a dialysis nurse and Im burned out also...try winning the lotto...you might have better odds