Sometimes I get so overwhelmed that I do not have time to think or ponder on what is really important. Where I work there is no CNA, no phlebotomist. Rns do it all. I always have at least 1-2 total care patients (incontinent, needs assistance with feeding). Maybe one on a ventilator. And another in some sort of critical condition (either unstable, or on drips that need titration, or fresh out of surgery). I do vitals, assessments, feeding, oncontinent care, bathing, passing of meds, lab draws, IV starts, central line dressing changes, trach care, troublshoot vent alarms, read and interpret tele strips, fetch juice, water, blankets. Problem solve difficult discharges, discharge planner leaves at 3pm and I am
reaponsible to finish what he had not had the time to finish (yes, calling facilities, finding out where the heck the equipment that should hve been delivered for discharge is not here yet). I clean the bathroom
because janitor will not touch any body fluid or poop ("that is not my job
to touch patient's body fluids"). I have find clean beds when I am getting a new admit and there is no bed available. I have to check with pharmacy whether MD has sent the correct prescription, whether it has been properly dispensed and whether it is ready to be filled (seriously, RNs are responsible for this). I have to chart like crazy. I do not get paid overtime if I use my break to chart. I can go on and on and on. There is no support for nurses and they keep finding more stuff to put us in charge of. am I feel like I am the worst RN because I get somoverwhelmed with the millions of calls lights, and all these tasky tasks and I cannot focus on thinking about what is important for my patients. I feel like venturing out to
another hospital, but I wonder if all are the same way. Sometimes we are so short, I have worked 12 hours without a break. Sometimes our charge nurse is assignment patients because we do not have enough nurses. The acuity level in my unit is really high. 3:1 patient to nurse ratio. Low ratio, but each patient has really high acuity. Am I being a baby?