So i just got accepted to nursing school after 2 years of prequisites and serious doubts of even getting in. this has come as a big shock to me. i have always desired to be a nurse but i also have huge doubts that i am just not smart enough or quick enough for this career. i have always struggled with my self esteem and stuff but i am just plain scared i wont be able to absorb info and be smart enough to understand it as a nurse. i read sample nursing textbooks now and i just feel so lost and not interested in what i am reading because it causes me serious anxiety that i will be incompetent. i am terrified that i will make mistakes by missing huge things or just not being thorough enough. i just cant believe i got into school though, i applied to a very competitive program and somehow got in, i have to take that as a sign that i belong. i am just in a funk. i am full of anxiety, self doubt and fear over nursing school, but also excitement to be a part of this awesome experience and a chance to become a nurse, it would be such an honor.
i am currently a CNA at a really crappy nursing home- it has its good and bad days. some days i truly enjoy working with the residents and feel emotionally fulfilled- almost all of them have severe dementia, but at times i am just plain exhausted and afraid that i will become burnt out because of the workload, and skip things like brushing residents teeth - simply because I do not have time to complete full care among my other responsibilities and being understaffed almost every day.
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So i just got accepted to nursing school after 2 years of prequisites and serious doubts of even getting in. this has come as a big shock to me. i have always desired to be a nurse but i also have huge doubts that i am just not smart enough or quick enough for this career. i have always struggled with my self esteem and stuff but i am just plain scared i wont be able to absorb info and be smart enough to understand it as a nurse. i read sample nursing textbooks now and i just feel so lost and not interested in what i am reading because it causes me serious anxiety that i will be incompetent. i am terrified that i will make mistakes by missing huge things or just not being thorough enough. i just cant believe i got into school though, i applied to a very competitive program and somehow got in, i have to take that as a sign that i belong. i am just in a funk. i am full of anxiety, self doubt and fear over nursing school, but also excitement to be a part of this awesome experience and a chance to become a nurse, it would be such an honor.
i am currently a CNA at a really crappy nursing home- it has its good and bad days. some days i truly enjoy working with the residents and feel emotionally fulfilled- almost all of them have severe dementia, but at times i am just plain exhausted and afraid that i will become burnt out because of the workload, and skip things like brushing residents teeth - simply because I do not have time to complete full care among my other responsibilities and being understaffed almost every day.