I started a job a month ago with a state mental hospital. I was happy to get a job as a new grad, and they said they would give me 6 weeks of training. However, being in the unit, I've been feeling extremely overwhelmed. Many nurses and psych techs have been attacked by patients from broken ribs to punctured lungs and concussions, stabbing with pens...scary stuff! I was training in the Patient Observation Unit (the Psych hospital ER) and that was not as scary (the patients are only there for a minimum of 3 days and they're more being observed). Recently, I started training on the inpatient unit. I'm very concerned here because due to budget cuts, they have cut back a lot on staffing (there are 18 patients to 1 RN and 2 psych techs. A lot of these patients have a history of violence, many coming from the prison system, angry to be there, and unpredictable.
I am concerned doing med pass on this many patient as a new grad and making med errors. I'm concerned with my safety (the patients have free reign on the unit and are wandering around, constantly at the nurses station making threats and yelling). They say don't turn your back on the patients, but I don't see it possible to do this because they are all around me! I'm really not sure this is the right position for me or if it's worth risking my safety. As a new grad, I know there are not many options right now and it would be good to get experience. But I'm just feeling very scared and uncomfortable there. Any recommendations?