I work at a hospital that is always short staff, suprise, suprise since most hospitals are. Anyways I work resource and am scheduled 64 hrs/2wks. I also have joined agency which is an extra scheduled shift every 2 wks for extra money. Yet staffing calls me every day and asks if I can come in extra. I always feel so guilty saying no or just ignoring the phone call. I rarely call in sick, 3 times in 10mths to be exact. This past weekend they gave me low census which I was glad to accept but of course they started calling now right away again on Monday. I just feel horrible but should I really be expected to pick up extra hours. It doesn't help that I truthfully hate my job and am searching for a "home" floor/unit. Also just the idea of work completely stress me out. 2 of those 3 sick days were because of panic attacks due to work. I just can't handle the ideas of going in any extra. Should I feel guilty or just go along with it???