Hi, I'm new to posting anything online. Hopefully, I'm doing this correctly, so someone will see and respond with helpful suggestions. So here goes...
I'm currently enrolled as a nursing student (starting August 24th). My concern is and always has been, how would I tell my future employer that I can't work 3rd shift due to my bipolar without telling them that I'm bipolar? Reason for this question is that you hear about the rookie nurse coming in, so she/he gets the crappy hours or whatever. It has taken awhile to get the right cocktail mix and I don't want to change that at All!! I don't want anyone to know that I have bipolar-schizoaffective, depression and generalized anxiety disorder. I'm ashamed to have a mental illness...it has given me nothing but grief (even though it is well-managed). This is a curse. I don't want to disclose too much of my issues just yet to you all, because I'm not sure of what type of responses I 'll receive and that I'm already putting myself out there like that. I don't know what to do...I'm already starting to cry from just typing this bit of info. So, see what I mean? I take Seroquel every night, Lamictal and Wellbutrin XL every morning. I have to take Seroquel at night...I can't take it any other time...tried other times and I felt like a zombie. This cocktail has worked for me so far (knock on wood). Any suggestions, would be very, very helpful. Thank You.