After 1 year and 7 months,
I gave my notice in to human resources/ management. I am moving forward.
The easiest thing about the decision was that I knew it was right. The hardest thing about the decision was that I didnt know what was next.
Whether nursing is for me or not, i do not know, but I do know that my year and 7 months at this hospital/state/environment/night shift has caused a great deal of anger, frustration, depression, anxiety,loss of hope and sadness in me.
Don't loose yourself for money, only and only if you dont have any value on yourself, in which I think everyone should. I mean well, by leaving. Fear of the future? nope...Ive learned alot about people, and life.
I just hope to find my passion soon, whatever that is. Till them. Ill be home reconstructing myself.......
looking forward to it.
Thanks for reading.