I am in my 2nd semester of MedSurg I and Maternity. It was a great first 75% of the semester now things are getting serious. I failed an Exam and horrified. My avg. went down a lot. I seem to have no discipline or motivation lately. Why is everything so not straight forward? I am pretty confident in passing this semester, but until recently I was finding out I was just memorizing material rather than understanding it. ugh reality check needed.