Nursing school takes up more of my time than I had realized. Lets
just say.. the beast has swallowed me whole! LOL
I have been feeling really down for the last few weeks I guess its a
quality time issue for me. The nursing beast is very stingy and I
am not able to spend the time that I really want to with my 4 kids or
my husband. There is no time for me as an individual and I guess you could say for the last three years I have been at this and I am just tired. I will not be able to take a break and will have to go for the next two years each semester to complete this. I know it will all be worth it in the end... Im just
feeling really frazzled and both of my ends are burning to ashes..LOL
I just pray for strength to continue onward and that I can meet the
task. Completing this nursing program means so much to me and the
financial security for my family. My husband has two blown discs in
his back and he will not be able to work much longer and with out
his income we wouldn't have a home or much less wouldn't be able to
Sorry I seem so down... sometimes... even though I know our problems
could be so much worse... the constant take one step forward and 5
steps back... is very weary on the soul.
HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS to everyone who is feeling the same way...
and to those who have been there and tamed the beast!