I don't know what has come over me. All I want to do is sleep. Clinical days aren't so bad, but those lecture days... Then of course you have all the mid-year drama that probably should be expected. Things have gotten so intense between people that just this past week two people were suspended.One of the students has been written up previously because of a seperate altercation-but in that incident she actually shoved the other person. Yet she still came back. Another of our classmates was expelled the same week because she failed a subject by two points...wherein three others also failed that subject but are still there. In clinical two weeks ago I was put on clinical probation because my patient's bed was in high position unattended, but a CNA did it before I even went into the room. To make that situation worse-the teacher KNEW I didn't do it. It happened to three other students in the same day :angryfire During lectures this really obnoxious woman sits two rows behind me and spends her time talking loudly, passing notes, and talking about me and others in the class. :stone Wouldn't bother me so much if she hadn't started passing notes to my friend who sits directly behind me. Makes me paranoid, and now I don't fully trust my friend from fear that she is talking about me too.
I am feeling I am borderline expulsion myself now that the teachers are cracking down, because of my attendance- but I think I should be okay since I have not gotten an attendance probation letter. One of my friends withdrew because of the pressure she was getting from faculty to withdraw before they were forced to expell her. I am so ready for this to be over. The courses aren't really hard, clinical is fun but stressful since I haven't been in healthcare before. No, the real difficulty is dealing with this dread of getting up every morning, fighting the fatigue, and trying to ignore the drama.