this does not involve any particular person. I am a new grad and have been lucky that I found job for which I keep thanking God every moment. I never thought nursing also involves workplace chaos and bullying. During 1st 6 months I once had a nasty preceptor orienting me who screwed me up completely because she was not comfortable me asking her many questions. I was asked to prove myself and I did with flying colors. So it was all retaliation business. Next, I found that my timesheet has been messed with and the supervisor made an excuse there was some confusion. I just wanted to ask her " how you would feel if your pay is missing ". Now I had to get that sorted out too. After all that, my performance evaluation time is coming near and I am sure the authorities concerned will not give me good eval for something which I did not do but it is due to their disorganization and workplace violence towards me.
I am a new grad and they know it is difficult to find job these days. All this is making me frustrated and I cannot stop thinking about job even on my off days and even when I am studying for my BSN classes. Its frustrating as to how I will survive in such place for long