I have one year left as a nursing school student. I have a 15 year history of knee pain (due to pronation), which has been getting worse the last few years. Since starting school, I've been diagnosed with plantar fasciitis (a chronic foot problem), gastritis, reflux, and possibly an ulcer (EGD is scheduled). I was diagnosed with stage 1 cancer two years ago, even though I do not fit the profile for this particular cancer one bit. We have no idea why I have this kind of cancer, but I have wondered if it's due (at least in part) to my anxious personality. I am a very anxious person.
While I find the medical field fascinating, I find clinicals and school in general to be very stressful for me. I am also a mother, which is why the stress is higher. I am doing great in class and clinicals, but I am seriously wondering if it's in my best interest to become a nurse. I have young children and it's important to me that I be there for them. I would hate to have the cancer come back sooner than later and not be around for my children. Regardless, with my particular problems, I can't help thinking that perhaps this career will only exacerbate these chronic conditions of mine.
As it is, I now have a big school tuition bill looming over my head and I've worked hard to get to where I am. I thought I'd write here to get some objective feedback. Should I continue school? I doubt the stress level goes down (at least the first few years of work while you're still learning the ropes as a new nurse). Any thoughts?
