Never one to do things halfway- the second night off orientation I manage to stick myself with a 21 G butterfly needle. I was drawing an ABG on a patient that required multiple measures of sedation- he'd had Haldol, Ativan, and I'd been watching my Precedex gtt with a tech at the bedside holding his leg as a final safety measure. Of course the first two times I feel the pulse and he doesn't move- we're short on staff that night so when the tech is called for a transport I look at prioritizing and give him the chance to leave...the guy hasn't been moving right?
Wrong!
Third time's the charm. I'd gone into the skin, pulled back to the point that the needle tip was just under the skin when this guy kicks his foot straight up and I fall forward to catch myself. The needle goes back through his skin and nicks mine. (And I was wearing gloves!) I'd never drawn a flash- I bled the wound as soon as I saw it and washed my hands multiple times before talking to my charge nurse.
Blood has been drawn, consent was given, and so far I know he's HIV negative. But the guy has been incarcerated multiple times before and has lots of tattoos. I get to find the results for Hep C on Monday but I already feel like he's high risk. Any ideas on whether or not they would encourage me to take the meds anyways?
This is terrible. Everyone on my floor who found out has been super nice. I've even talked with someone who took meds for a HIV positive patient and she's offered to help if I need it. But I think the worst part is the waiting. I called my boyfriend at 8 this morning and burst into tears at a coffee shop when it all finally hit me. I'm really easy at thinking worst case scenario. He's HIV negative but I could still convert...and the guy has a lot of risk factors but I know I don't know anything for sure. And I haven't told my parents yet because I want to wait till Monday, I know how they get and I don't want my mom to go around lamenting that her daughter's going to die- they have enough on their plates as is. Needless to say it sucks.
Support would be greatly appreciated and any advice/opinions as well. Thanks.