depressed. Please help me

[severelydepressed]

Hi everyone, Im really at my wits end and if anyone's able to shed some lights about my condition i would be eternally grateful. I have an upcoming schedule health check up in March 2016 which is the earliest slot available to me. To make reading easier ill share in point form:

-about 2013 started to notice a fart smell coming out of my nose everytime after I eat or drink something. People near me can smell it.

-2014 my body started to give off a smelly feet odor after ive eaten and lasts until ive almost digested my food but the thing is whenever im hungry my mouth started to smell (a rotten garbage type scent). It's strong and when i talk to people they can smell it.

Also, my scalp smells like blue cheese during this period if i dont wash my hair for 2 days.

-i changed my diet 2015 and ate mainly bland foods and veggies boiled or steam with rice+yogurt+eggs

-now every time after i eat there'll still be fart smell coming from my nose. If i eat or drink anything warm or sweet like hot chocolate the smell expands and my friend at the other side of the room can smell it.

- now my scalp doesnt smell; but if i dont wash my hair for 2 days and run my finger tips through my scalp there's an old stale oil beer smell

- and now i have this aura type body odor, (mainly coming from my head and back) which is expansive and smells like stale beer. Sometimes it smells like stale truffle fries and is nauseating. People can smell it too

Im female, hitting 30s and is a working professional.

Ive been to doctors and most of them are unable to smell me. And i know why because my smell is greatly masked if im in an air conditioned place with proper ventilation. Plus clinics and hospitals are always disinfected and they have purifier installed which ventilates and masked my body odor

Ive another checkup next year which is the earliest i can book but thought of just killing myself has been getting stronger and stronger. Ive always had depression.

Please, if anyone is able to give me some suggestions on what might be my problem then I will show this page the next time i visit a doctor and demand for something to be done. As of now im just kept on being dismissed and havent met a doctor who's serious enough to treat me yet.

Please help me, this is almost going to cause me my job and if i lose it i might really just end myself

[TheCommuter, BSN, RN]

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