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I am so frustrated with my new job. I have only been there for six weeks, but really thinking about looking for another job. I don't have a lot of nurse friends and you guys have been a huge resource for me regarding nursing issues. So, here is story. I graduated in June. I took a job with a new 12 orientation program. 2 weeks of class, 2 weeks of ortho/neuro, 2 weeks of med-surg, then 6 weeks of OB--which I was hired into. Well, the nurse-tech position I was hired into is a temporary position, and I was told that. But, in the past, it was pretty much a given that if you were hired into the unit, you would be working there for good. Well, the hospital hired all of us...but there are no positions. I found that my position in OB would be on-call only. So, I say, that is better than nothing. But since I am still on orientation, it technically isn't my job yet. So, the director hired a nurse for that spot based on the word of 2 or 3 senior nurses--this nurse and the 2 or 3 nurses are all good friends. So, it seems to be an issue of who you know. Then, we were told that we would be retained...somehow. Most likely, on-call float. So, here I am orienting to OB, and I will most likely become a float in med-surg, ortho-neuro, ICU, SDS...I feel like I am wasting my time orienting to OB.
I am flippin mad. I haven't talked to the director yet, since this knowledge has come about only recently. I haven't talked to human resources. Now, I am thinking of job-hunting again.
I have been a nurse for about 3 weeks now. I feel that my inexperience is going to set me back. I think I am doing a great job learning. Besides a very rough week in med-surg with a terrible preceptor (thread on that), I have received positive feedback. I have worked in OB for only 3 days and I am taking full patient loads, and have since day one. My mentor is great. I love providing patient care, especially the teaching. I love doing procedures. I actually like charting. I like the hospital. It is just this crap with my job security. I don't want to burn bridges. I don't want to do anything rash. Don't know if it would be wise to leave a job I have only been at for six weeks. I was hoping to stay here for at least a few years. But, I have to pay bills.
Ok, well I am going to quit rambling. I am a ball of stress. I am the sole provider for my family and a ton of bills. Thanks in advance for any words of wisdom.