1st nursing job, new grad LPN, 1st shift, already a serious error!!

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I apologize in advance if this is long. There were a lot of details that played into the whole event.

:bluecry1: Hi, I graduated from a LPN school in Dec 08. Took my boards, was all ready to get a job and get going with my new career. I have worked in the medical field, only my patients were the kind that walk on 4 legs and generally have fur, hair, feathers, or scales. However, the general medical/nursing practices are still the same. It bleeds, you bandage, its broken, it hurts! I was very highly skilled in my field after having been in for 16 years, but 2 young kids, the increase in costs, caused me to change direction a couple of years ago. So after getting my LNA, EMT, and then LPN. I figured I would at least know something.

And then I did the dumbest medication error in the world. Four different licenses, all 4 had the same rule. the 5 rights, and I missed them all, wrong patient, wrong medication etc. The medication I was supposed to give was to the person in Room A, not Room B. And of course that is what I did, only 1 1/2 hours into the shift. I immediately realized it when the woman said " I don't get this kind of medication" After checking into WHO it was, I could have smacked myself in the head! How could I not follow what was taught? what I knew? what I preach in my other field to new vet techs. NEVER give medications to any pet unless you know what it is and who/why it is for! So why would I do it for Ms Smith? Anyway, my agency "boss" screamed at me over the phone as I called for suggestions. She wasnt having any immediate reaction to the medication, no adverse reactions, nothing on her chart (allergies, other meds etc) would cause her to have a problem with the med/dose I gave (which is not what I determined on my own- I called her primary care Dr.--He determined that for me) The Dr said "Dont worry about, why are you calling me?" -I thought" Well, lets see, I just gave 90 year old ms. smith miss jane's Morphine SubL and she does have an allergy to codeine, my boss said I am out of the nursing field I might as well tear up my license and find a new career because I am done here! The Dr. told me there was no co-relation to the 2 drugs and basically "to get over it and stop bothering him". The resident had no adverse effects, VS remained normal throughout the entire night THANK GOD. Of course the rest of my first (and only? ) shift as a LPN was horrendous. The following 6AM had me racing around to try and medicate 22 out of 30 of the residents in my care, and that did not include any of the vitals, dressing, misc. things that needed to be done with them. I did have 2 very good LNAs who were regular staff and I had to have them ID all the patients for me the rest of the night. There was no ID on the resident (no wrist braclets etc) no door tags, most people had pictures, but that was about it.

So besides not following basic Nursing 101, I dont know what else I could have done at the time. There was no one else for me to ask general questions. The nurse who I changed shifts with was an agency nurse and the one coming in at 7am was too. Even the aides didnt know who to call. I was working for the agency I was hired for. There is nothing "sneaky or tricky" in resume. I am very open and honest with my past experiences, and my lack of new experience. I figured when they called and offered me a shift in a 30 bed "assisted living" (I didnt know assisted living took hospice, and those who needed skilled nursing-- I thought most of assisted living were up and about- and just needed 'assistance') A LOT TO LEARN I figured working for an agency would get me great experience (I did agency work as a LNA and loved it) and the hours would be varied. I guess what I didn't realize was that once you get there, you are on you OWN. I thought at least the nurse who would have been there would have been a regular, and gave me a brief introduction, orientate around-even if for only 15 minutes. Maybe I should have taken the hint when my boss slipped in "btw, you might not want to mention you are brand new). However, I think the nurse picked up the hint when she said "Lets do count" and I said "ok, how do we do it?" she said I was pretty calm for someone new as this particular place has had her and many others in tears. And just how long have you been a nurse? She had 15 years, at that point I was going on 15 minutes. OK another red flag.

Anyway, any suggestions. My boss was all nicey-nicey after he found out later that I hadnt done any serious harm to the woman and by the AM she had no complaints, if anything she was more then understanding, (at least I had that on my side), he just says "have a nice weekend, come in monday with a write up of what happened and why"

My question after this long winded essay is do many nurses lose their licenses over a med error involving a narcotic? I told him I would come in for a urine test, I have nothing to hide. do I have to report it to the board. any insight on this or suggestions for a better start at a 2nd attempt if I can still find a job after all this. I dont know if you get an offical write up by the board. any advise ANY at all, would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.

Barb

I agree now and thats just where I am heading. thanks again. Barb

Could you clarify for me about the "Not ok, they have something on you etc. I am not sure what that mean. Thank you, Barb

Thank you all again for the encouragement and the sincerity. You have all truely made me feel better about myself and my nursing potential. I can only hope that when I find the right place and settle in that at least a few of my fellow nurses will have at least some of your compassion and understanding in situations like this and not belittle me for my inexperience. I am glad to have joined this site and look forward to sharing and learning more.

Sincerely, Barb:nurse:

Specializes in acute rehab, med surg, LTC, peds, home c.

NHCV, Don't be too hard on yourself but do learn from this experience. There is nothing like a med error to *itch slap you into paying attention. I would suggest though that you consider getting a regular staff position in a facility until you get some experience. Most reputable agencies require that you have at least 1 year. It will be easier to learn and you will have a preceptor and several weeks of orientation. Working for an agency in different facilities is challenging even for experienced nurses until they get used to the places. You are brand new, you need time to learn the ropes.

Hi, and yes, I agree. I was under the impression that I would get some sort of "orientation" at the facility just so I knew where things were and how their routine is, but not so. However, my boss (the one who orginially hired me, not the guy who yelled at me, was very sorry that I was thrown into such a position. She didnt know that I would be replacing an agency nurse and that an agency nurse would be replacing me. She honestly felt bad that my first job was such a disaster. But as I said before, it was a very hard lesson to learn so early on, but on the flip side, I did think of how I could do things differently. So in that aspect, if anything, I am getting the wheels rolling for my next job on how better tohandle large case loads, delgate tasks that can be and manage my time more efficiently. Thanks for the reply! Barb

PS I STILL havent heard if I am officially fired, terminated, let go or what. How's that for a company? I made an error on Saturday and its now Wed. I have emailed my work and called several times and even stopped in there today and spoke with the HR person. She still doesnt even know if I am canned or not. Unbelieveable...

Barb:imdbb:

Specializes in none.

Whether or not you need to find new job remains to be seen. I also think you are overwhelmed in your new position. My advice is let yourself be scared, sad and uncertain. When those emotions pass, if they havent already, set about getting what you need. Talk to your boss about the possibility of working with him on a one to one basis at regular intervals on an individual development plan that you both hammer out. And, find someone whom you trust and can be honest with and who will be honest with you and ask them to mentor you.

Im a new RN in my first nursing job in hospice. I am the case manager. While I have not made a med error, not to say its beyond me however, I have unwittingly and unintentionally, offended NPs, LPNs and my boss who is a certified hospice nurse with my words and or deeds. I too, am overwhelmed in my environment and feeling unsafe and second guessing my choice of profession.

I empathize with you and am sorry for your pain. Do the best you can and work to grow from this experience.

you will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Good luck!

Hi, thanks for the words of encouragement and acknowledgement. I have really thought about how I could have done things differently to make the shift an easier one. The med error was just a really stupid mistake that could have been completely avoided had I been following the 5 rules. So that I know, as far as giving the wrong people meds, will never happen again. If I dont know who they are, then I would rather not give it, then give it and mess up again. Other things I have thought of is showing up a 1/2 hour early for the shift, just so I can get a more detailed report, be shown where things are, and know what the aides are allowed to do so I can delgate things like vital signs to them. I have not had a chance to work another shift yet, but I have been doing a lot of planning, reviewing, etc since then, so I do feel better about the next shift. I am trying to get a position in either a hospital or a LTC (last choice, but better than nothing) as a perm. position. I do like agency work, but the uncertainity of work and of course, who knows where you will end up as a concern. I have put out about 15 apps so far, heard back from 4, and still waiting. Its really tough as I would have thought that finding a nursing job would be no problem. Guess again. Thanks for your reply, Barb:thnkg:

Times are tough for finding positions, hang in there you will find something.

Hey ...i totaly feel your pain, the same thing happened to my i worked for a agency, to make more money and in my first shift i made an error with meds, i gave the wrong person the medicine "Macrophage" an hypoglycemic, i was so scared, the doctor said it was ok, not to worry, worst day ever in my life. this is my email i wanna know what else happened to you. [email protected]

Specializes in ICU, Telemetry.

When I made my first error, still on orientation, and was standing there shaking (I'd hung Aldomet piggybacked with NS, instead of D5W, because I had seen 2 other nurses hang it with NS and had no idea it can cause precipitation if you do that), my preceptor said something I've always remembered: There are 2 kinds of nurses --- those who have (or will) commit a med error, and those who lie about it. You've learned from it. I've been a nurse on a busy tele/ICU stepdown floor, and the notion of having 22 patients would tax my resources right now, much less straight out of school while you're trying to get your feet under you.

However....

I strongly disagree with the doc telling you that there is no relationship between a MS and a codeine allergy. And I've had the ICU stay to prove it.

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